hey there

i'm not dead. just figured i'd throw it out there. i was sick, then depressed, then sick, then mildly productive, then sick, then depressed again and panic-stricken. other stuff happened too, nothing end of the world terrible, but i'd rather not talk about it, so i haven't. but that's why i haven't posted for nearly three months, and why there's a pretty good chance this isn't a return to form for me posting.

but yeah, at least i'm not dead?