i haven't been in much of a blogging mood for most of 2012, but i've been in a place mentally where i really need to TALK about some things, so this morning i started writing out my stories. i'm starting with those things that happened to make me into who i am, but that i refuse to be judged for. i've started another blog, entirely unrelated to this one where i can tell those stories entirely anonymously and vent, rant, and swear entirely apart from the eyes or ears of anyone i know. i've given anyone mentioned an animal or fairy tale nickname to avoid personal identifiers, and i have posts queued up to carry me into friday with a post a day. there's still plenty more i need to say, but getting the first 6 posts written (two went up today before i figured out how the queue worked properly) has me feeling enough better that i can offer more than a perfunctory “i'm not dead” post here.
i'd like to clarify that i'm not generally a swear-er, but to maintain the anonymous theme, i've altered my vocal cadence, followed traditional grammar/editing guidelines, peppered in expletives when most people would be upset enough to use them, and lessened my standard vocabulary so it doesn't read like neko/Faythe, i definitely sound like someone else on that blog.
there's not really much else to talk about here. the little that's happened lately has been secret confessions or hush-hush collaborations, and i'm not the type to disclose before someone's ready so.. yeah. xD i dunno, maybe i'll have art to share again sometime soon? i've been working, but those projects aren't done enough for picture-taking yet.
