song+ Human -Christina Perri -Head or Heart
book+ nothing
quest+ completing the Squire plush
upper+ i found a movie i enjoyed
downer+ depression is sinking in again
attire+ pajamas
drink+ Sun Drop
sometimes i exist in a happy bubble of complete disconnect from the rest of the world. frequently that's the easiest way to get by, if i don't know things are happening, those things can't set off my anxiety.
in a fitful desire to reconnect with the world, i looked to the internet to see if there was something new and interesting to watch. one thing that was pretty overwhelmingly recommended was the movie Kingsman the Secret Service. it, like Netflix!Daredevil isn't something i'd recommend to most of the family because of their personal viewing standards and preferences, but i was entertained as hell. i watched it in a fit of insomnia, finishing it around 3am. it was as entertaining as any James Bond film, without taking anything too seriously at all. i'm thinking of watching it again.
i've got various tasks i need to get done this week, and basically zero motivation to work on them. this is why i'm very careful about making promises when it comes to productivity, i never know if i'll be able to follow through, and i hate being made a liar by depression-induced apathy. i need to list some of my paintings for sale online, like i told Kyu i would, and i need to finish the plush i promised to one of the guys from the gaming group. i promised it MONTHS ago, but sewing anything at all has been the furthest thing from my mind. the gaming convention he wants to take it to is approaching though, so i'm running out of time. ugh.
i'll get it done, but it'll be finished with extreme resentment. nothing new really, sometimes even waking up is done with extreme resentment, that's just how i roll.
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