Sunday, June 7, 2015

i asked her to stay, she didn't listen

song+ Won't Go Home Without You -Maroon 5 -It Won't Be Soon Before Long
book+ nothing
quest+ completing the Squire plush
upper+ yummy breakfast
downer+ looming dread over oft-procrastinated project
attire+ black pants and a Thor tee
drink+ starbucks strawberry creme frappucino


i know Kyu can relate, but sometimes you go to work on something and while you really want to get it done, you just find yourself filled with dread and hate and seething resentment. i want to get this stupid plush done, because i promised it and i do try to keep those, and because i'm looking forward to the decorating step, it's just the everything leading up to that i don't want to deal with. initial efforts turned out poorly so i have to redo like half of it, and the fabric is annoying, and my sewing machine's been busted for like a year, and just ugh.

i'll be trying to work on it this afternoon, but if the frustration gets too strong i'll probably take a break and play pokemon. pokemon is like my happy place, with less staring pointlessly into space. Pokemon makes me calm, except when it makes me furious because things need to just stay in the stupid balls!

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