Wednesday, November 9, 2011

State of the Neko address: week 90

song+ the Last Song- All-American Rejects- All-American Rejects
book+ the Next Always- Nora Roberts
quest+ preparing the office for Roro's visit
upper+ it's mostly organization left to do
downer+ feeling overwhelmingly blah
attire+ pajamas, a hoodie, and fluffy socks
drink+ water


man, how is it Wednesday already? i've been distracted again. after ignoring it for a year, i finally finished my FF13 save file. at least i finished story mode, i'm now working on all the side quests. xD i suppose i finished it right in time to get excited about FF13-2, which is due to come out in January.. maybe by then i'll be able to afford to buy it.

i kinda feel like i should have something notable to say, but i don't. haven't for a while really. i'm feeling kinda blah and out of sorts as i fight looming depression off. i'm working on getting the apartment ready for Roro's Thanksgiving visit, but mostly i find myself thinking "do i really wanna do ANYTHING?" on a pretty much daily basis. like today it's too chilly for me to wanna do anything outside, and i'm wanting a break from controller-induced hand cramps, so i think i'm gonna put on some fluffy socks and curl up in bed with a stack of books. i have one new one on the kindle, then after that i'll just re-read some of the zillions i have on various shelving units around the apartment. okay, i'll admit zillions is a bit of hyperbole, but i do have plenty to choose from.

1 comment:

Jenni said...

Love you and hope that you can continue to stay attuned to your emotions and work towards that happy place again.