yep, i missed April

song+ State of Grace- Taylor Swift- Red
book+ nothing presently (too hard to focus on words)
quest+ processing and communicating complete thoughts to other people
upper+ moderate success in my sewing endeavors
downer+ having such trouble with words
attire+ green satin pajama set
drink+ milk

i know i skipped April, and i'm a bit late on May too, but i'm trying again.

my head's been in a weird place lately where it's been hard to process thoughts i'm capable of expressing to other people.. unless you follow me on pinterest where i've been unusually active, pinning awesome clothes mostly. i've been trying to create, and doll clohes are where i've had the most success, though neither finished product so far has actually turned out how i was thinking i wanted it to. the first is needlessly complicated to put on, and the second ended up with a wonky neckline. i've been draping and pinning then hand sewing instead of working with patterns on a machine and that always leaves me with an end product different from my initial vision.

i'm just super frustrated with my recent inability to articulate much of anything properly. i suppose the only thing to be done is to keep trying.